Monday, December 21, 2009

Upside Down! Conquering my fear!


Fear can be a good thing. It's an instinct that prevents us from doing stupid things BUT fear is not always rational. While my fears often protects me from the pain of a crushed ego, they also keeps me from the exhilaration of victory and success.

When I was younger, I QUIT gymnastics twice because I couldn't do a cartwheel. Twenty some years later, I am yet to master the cartwheel and continue to harbor a fear of going upside down - Cartwheels, diving off a diving board, handstands, flips of any kind....
My fear IS silly - it IS not rational - it IS a MAJOR obstacle on my road to the 2010 CrossFit Games.

The dreaded HSPU (handstand push-up) has been something I've avoided for months. Frustrated by my earlier attempts I swore them off! I protected my ego but didn't do much to reach my goal.
Last Monday I asked Megan to hold me accountable for attempting the HSPU as part of my warm up. Monday - Tuesday - Wednesday - I struggled to kick myself on the wall - let's not even talk about actually attempting the push-up part - I was glad to just turn myself upside down.

I saw Friday's WOD included HSPU and figured there was no time like the present to conquer my fear! I completed 13 rounds in 20 min - 2 HSPU unassisted and successfully finished the workout without giving a second thought to flipping upside down on the wall!
My fear WAS silly - It WAS not rational - It WAS a major obstacle on the road to the 2010 CrossFit Games.

I have the strength - I have the determination - and now I have faced my fear. It's amazing what you can do if you put your mind to it!

What are you going to conquer in the upcoming year?

6 comments:

  1. mind over matter sensei'.... rooting for you in 2010 LT!

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  2. That is awesome to hear...I'm certainly nervous about the HSPU but it will come!

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  3. Thanks for sharing this! I have a massive fear of handstands and was working on them for a while... making progress. But I've stopped working on them, and I'm scared all over again. Silly, Mel!

    I'm going to practice my kick up 2X a week in the new year. Thanks, Lisa!

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  4. I am so proud of you!!! Way to "kick yourself up there" and MAKE IT HAPPEN! I am 100% cheering you along the entire way in anything you need.

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  5. Congrats on a great accomplishment!

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